Reality hasnt quite hit me yet .. I have been extremely stressed out Trying to figure this out.! I have cried myself to sleep night after night, I just wish their was more I could do for you.! Its been extremely hard here without you yes we can text,write,call eachother but its not the same .! Whenever I think of you I just start crying ,cause I miss you so much.! Yes I know its a part of life that we all go our seperate ways , but just the way you left was not what any of us expected.! Everything I do and things I say always remind me of you.! I dont really know how to handle.this situation ,i just need to pray and hopefully everything works out for the.best.! I just want to scream ,cry because I miss you so much the day you left, it was like somebody ripped half of my heart.! And missplaced it.!